2004-09-03

Chorus from Oedipus at Colonus

For me the man
Who wants more life than his measured lot
Will be revealed in the end for all to see
Shielding a life bent out of shape.
For the long days to hold in store
Many things to steer us nearer to pain
And it's vain we look for pleasure
In a life spun out past its given span.
And when Hades comes to play his part
Helping all to the one end
No wedding-songs then no lyre no dancing
Only death at the end of all.

Never to be born is the best story.
But when one has come to the light of day
Second-best is to leave and go back
Quick as you can back where you came from.
For in his giddy light-headed youth
What sharp blow isn't far from a man? What affliction —
Strife death dissension the ache of envy —
Isn't close by? And in the end
His lot is to lack all power:
Despised and cast out in friendless old age
Where a man lives with nothing
But one hardship topping another.

I'm not alone in this: this wretch here —
As a northern shore lashed by sea and storm
Is battered flat from every side
So waves after waves of ruin and destruction
Batter at this wretched man.
And they keep on coming
From the place of the setting sun and its rising:
From the bright midpoint of day they come
And the bleak northern peaks of midnight.

-- Sophocles
Translated by Rachel Kitzinger and Eamon Grennan

2004-09-02

conventional

We could use more of this, much more.

2004-09-01

"...I don't like your manners."

"I'm not crazy about yours," I said. "I didn't ask to see you. You sent for me. I don't mind your ritzing me or drinking your lunch out of a Scotch bottle. I don't mind your showing me your legs. They're very swell legs and it's a pleasure to make their acquaintance. I don't mind if you don't like my manners. They're pretty bad. I grieve over them during the long winter evenings. But don't waste your time trying to cross-examine me."

Marlowe via Chandler, The Big Sleep

...

The Netflix queue:

Jan Svankmajer - Alice
Wim Wenders - Der Himmel über Berlin
Emir Kusturica - Underground
Bernardo Bertolucci - Ultimo tango a Parigi
Martin Scorsese - Kundun
Roland Joffe - Vatel
Fritz Lang - M
Federico Fellini - Giulietta degli spiriti
Volker Schlondorff - Die Blechtrommel
Michelangelo Antonioni - L'Avventura
Federico Fellini, Rossella Falk, Sandra Milo - 8 1/2
Jean-Luc Godard - Alphaville, une étrange aventure de Lemmy Caution
Jean-Luc Godard - À bout de souffle

2004-08-30

Adam: I am re-reading The Immoralist and have lent out (y)our Counterfeiters. Such a time we have.


Sonnet

Durch mein Leben zittert ohne Klage,
ohne Seufzer ein tiefdunkles Weh.
Meiner Träme reiner Blüthenschnee
ist die Weihe meiner stillsten Tage.

Öfter aber kreuzt die grosse Frage
meinen Pfad. Ich werde klein und geh
kalt vorüber wie an einem See,
dessen Flut ich nicht zu messen wage.

Und dann sinkt ein Leid auf mich, so trübe
wie das Grau glanzarmer Sommernächte,
die ein Stern durchflimmert-dann und wann-:

Meine Hände tasten dann nach Liebe,
weil ich gerne Laute beten möchte,
die mein heisser Mund nicht finden kann. . .

- Franz Kappus

2004-08-29

si tu disais

we deny our hungers; we express with our bodies an unmitigable hunger. the sad story and the great paradox of appetite.


"One need not be a chamber to be haunted;
one need not be a house;
the brain has corridors surpassing
material place."

- Emily