A friend's recent post has got me thinking of relationships with fathers.. notes for soon:
- friends with father relationships like this
- Plath's "Daddy" and I yell because I love you but I don't have to say so
- My own, My father who I love, and who else counts as dad?
- others oh others, ease but then joy but then jesus, why, pain isn't even the word.

It will be a good project but it brings the blood out of my fingers and up to my cheeks, heartbeat. small.