a'cause I'm a thief... it's the Numbers game.

Age I am - 19
People I have slept with - 9
Age when I lost my virginity - technically? @8. Voluntarily? @15.
Times I have been in love - 3
Times I have had my heart broken - 1
Hearts I have broken - too many
Months I have been single - erk? strange days.
Continents I have visited - uno, but all of it.
Age when I first flew all alone - @9
Numbers of boys I have kissed in my life - good lord. *counts on fingers* ... upwards of twenty.
Number of girls I have kissed. - 6
Types of drugs taken illegally - yeesh. types or specific? figuring types... 5 or 6.
Drugs I am addicted to right now - zeeero.
Number of piercing - 2 ears, left nostril.
Number of tattoos - 0
Number of times my name has appeared on film credits - 0
Number of times a boyfriend has made me scared of what he could do to me physically - not a fair question.
Number of things in my past that I regret, and still haunt my nightmares - lots. mrrp.

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7 things I'm afraid of:
1. Myself.
2. Dark water (the ocean at night, or lakes when I can't see to the bottom..)
3. Getting into the downish part of the sine wave in my head (see #1).
4. Getting stuck there.
5. Hurting someone I love.
6. Secrets that might be told.
7. The creepy frat guys who live in my apartment complex.

7 things that make me laugh:
1. Charlie the spastic kittencat.
2. Robin Williams' marijuana sketch.
3. ALL Monty Python. All of it. Even the awful stuff.
4. Charlie the great grey hunter and his shiny beads..
5. "Vere's de spoon?... a-Cha! a-cha!"
6. Bato the agorophobic tarantula who lives on my bookshelf.
7. The pregnant boy.

7 things that make me cry:
1. 3am thoughts.
2. Requiem for a Dream.
3. History. All of it. Why with all its beauty does humanity have such a pronounced death wish?
4. The Flesh Fair scene in Ai and the last 20 minutes of the movie, for two distinctly different reasons.
5. Bad dreams that keep going after I wake up.
6. Charlie's crying when he's lonely.
7. Sometimes, it's just the weight of the world.

7 things I love:
1. Being with my sister and brother.
2. Charliekitty!!!.
3. Rollercoasters.
4. Writing.
5. My friends, lovely lovely people. You are my shiny beads.
6. Living my life - MY life. Mineminemineminemine.
7. Subterranean Digs and albino dwarf porn.

7 things I don't understand:
1. Why I'm so broke. I had money in those accounts just yesterday, I swear! I just don't know where it goes.
2. How Brandon and Greg can possibly like all those math and science courses. I'm such a touchy-feely Humanities major.
3. Middle East conflicts. The more I know, the less I understand...
4. Why it is exactly that I'm hell-bent on getting blown up. Israel is my chosen option for living next year. Meep. =)
5. Charlie will chase his tail for twenty full minutes, realize it's his tail, and then chase it again five minutes later.
6. Did you know that red locusts from Yemen are kosher?
7. Me. Still. You'd think maybe by now...

7 things on my desk:
1. An indeterminate number of envelopes, bills, and random papers, all with messages and phone numbers scribbled on them and all very very important. I save everything.
2. Two white candles.
3. A big black metal board full of magnetic poetry.
4. My fat brown notebook with only two blank pages left, ready for its retirement party.
5. One skinny Charlie kitten.
6. Three bottles of nail polish (deep purple, silver, and green).
7. Gluesticks and glitter!

7 facts about me:
1. I have lousy time-management and, as a result, haven't finished this yet.

7 things to do before I die:
1. Finish this survey thinger.