Oh that's why

sez Zorah:

Not a lot of people get to see redemption up close, it's a gift to be allowed to.

Even when the women flail around and struggle and lose their shit, they are fighting. It is so amazing to watch. Even when they leave or fuck up or get high, they are working. Trying to sort through all the big dark bad that hits you once you start going right. It sucks that the worst happens just when people are trying to be good, but it's the leftover carnage that was never really gone, the person just stopped running long enough for it to catch up.

So it's like I get to say, "congratulations, you are doing so well your past has caught up with you and is about to bury you in consequences!"

I love it when they turn around and choose to take on the consequences. Love it.